There is one quote that have been my life quote. It said "Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life." I believe it. Work is never easy, it will get harder and harder. But I believe if it is something that you love, the love will hold you on. I have been doing practically everything keeping that quote in mind. Including my current job. I love it. Or so I thought. Because day after day, I got less happy and I got more tears. I used to be full of spirit. I woke up early, I didn't mind to work overtime or to come on weekend, I never ran out of energy. However these days or months, I have been waking then counting how many days left till Saturday. And on Saturday, all I want to do is sleep. I want to sleep and never have to wake up and work anymore.
If you ask me, "Do you love your job?" I think my answer is "Yes, I do." If I think about my teaching job, even the naughtiest student won't make me want to stop teach. But then I wonder, why is it so hard for me to go to work these months? Why it feels like a huge burden for me? Why I have to drag my body out of my bed every morning? Where did my spirit and enthusiasm go? Why am I not happy even though I have been doing things I love? What is the definition of happiness? Won't you be happy to do things you love?
- What is the definition of happiness?